hello :D my name is Za'im Tajudin. Im aquarious 17th Febuary 1989, im enjoying my current life,which is being in a relationship with Siti Norhidayat Bte Maun,
and I used to smoke reds,now im into lights cause the nicotine is getting to me,im well hearted *sort-of. And if you play your cards right,i will talk to you.
immraz used to be an absolute rastafarian, its one of those happy plants incase you dont know.
but now you do, so good for you yeah. There was a time.
immraz full-time job is,being a boyfriend and enjoying life every second either its fun or not. See you around.
T W E N T Y
ONE i wanna thank you my mom,for raising me. TWO i love my girlfriend! THREE i hate the fact that people come and goes. FOUR i love my license. FIVE i love my little sister :D SIX i hate people who judge people. SEVEN i wanna hear to universal musics/songs. EIGHT i love my ipod,eventho its pink baby. NINE i hate poklens *this is serious! TEN i wanna get something special for my special day. ELEVEN i love blue ciggs *Winston Lights TWELVE i hate shemales! THIRTEEN i wanna stay where i am now,cause i feel great. FOURTEEN i love vanilla coke (Y). FIFTEEN i love my current weight. SIXTEEN i wanna have a better life. SEVENTEEN i wanna get a new phone. EIGHTEEN i hate mondays! NINETEEN i wanna live my life to the FULLEST! TWENTY its just my age :D
T O D O L I S T
what im doing for this year,i hope.
basically just stuff i need to do, like Boyfriend. Work. Hangouts. Studying. Movies Having fun. Singing. Listen to music. Diet. Having a change in life
Dirimu... tak pernah menyadari... semua yang telak kau miliki kau buang aku...tingalkan diriku kau...hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada.
Aku kan bertahan meski takkan mungkin menerjang kisahnya walau perih… walau perih…
salahkah… aku terlalu cinta berharap.. semua kan kembali kau buang aku,tinggalkan diriku kau.. hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada
Aku kan bertahan meski takkan mungkin menerjang kisahnya walau perih… walau perih…
Aku kan bertahan meski takkan mungkin menerjang kisahnya walau perih…
Aku kan bertahan meski takkan mungkin menerjang kisahnya walau perih… walau perih… walau perih….walau perih…
"If i see a chance,i wont just sit back"
till then immraz has left (:
Dont worry,be happy.
9:46 AM - Saturday, September 12, 2009
Well i spent my afternoon with HER at AI. She was doing something with her hair,we didnt had sungkai together. Atleast we spend time :D HEHE. It was just funny how you can smile and smile for nothing funny,just in your moments. SIUK WAH SAMA KAU ATU! :D :D Sorry pasal semalam ah,karan di lambak atu ketaluran sedikit. I didnt plugged my battery,just plugged it in by the charger. Paling aku sasak,buat orang nada mood,then balikkan semula ke moodnya kali aku pualng yang ilang mood. Pacaaaaah. Jangan kan straight face kalau membaca ani. Senyum sikit wah :)
Sungkai with reem@baby,amy and iz di KFC. The meal was okay,it was $5 for chicken rice-ayam-mash potato-pepsi botol damit :D its consider okay right? HEHE,baby tu mau makan sana ah. Since i didnt have anyplace to eat makan sana saja. Mun ada,inda pualng makan sana :P kaya bunyinya -___- HAHA i dont know how you can make a family with people you dont really know BUT they sure'ly know how! HAAHAHA. Sakit parut ku disana ah. Mana orang suka gigi ku,senyum jadi masalah,pasal cemani kita dua orang inda ngam! HAHAHA. Nevermind,orang orangnya saja tahu ni. Kan by? HAHA.
9+pm went to coffeebean,hangout with them Menda,Big D,Nunu,Fee,Ayun,Effa,Zeem,Fadz. Well just wasting out time,the usual thing. Hangouts,randomly. HEHE,i didnt stayed long cause i had a something something to do at home :D :D HEHE. The thing is im going out with them Menda,Big D,Ruby and kawie. IDK if my date could really come or not for later,hoping that SHE does. HAHA. Bida,cakap sini berani pfft! HAHA.
i used to be a commander in chief of my pimp ship,flyin high
"cant wait for later"
till then immraz has left (:
Salute!
10:08 AM - Thursday, September 10, 2009
Im letting it go for real,this time. I dont wanna hold it in anymore. Im not sure either your reading or not. Oh you did get your revenged,and karma hits me badly..but im glad im still standing,breathing and smiling. The reason for you to be with him,was just an excuse. Atleast go for someone better than me,not lower than me. HAHA,oh i forgot he's the sensitive type. HE WAS INTERESTED IN YOUR BESTFRIEND BEFORE HE START GOING ON A DATE WITH YOU. Think about that,for a nano-second will ya? what hurts the most is,that your friends still treats me the same,but you dont. Haha. Mahn,i feel good saying that. Im gonna wait for you to talk to me for posting this,trust me..i'll wait.
After 5months,i think im starting to smile again,strangely. But i think,i can get use to it :D :D
Sometimes love comes and it goes,why does love matter? because it tends to put you in a very calm,happy,non-stop smiling feeling..dont you think? Lets just say you want that someone open her/his eyes:
Checked for a missed call or a msg from him/her
Reply the missed call or msg by him/her
Enjoy a few mins of waking up,with only the thought of him/her
Atleast a news from them,3times a day will from him/her
Couldnt wait for the date,which was planned 3days before the actual date.
Everytime together,him/her still gets you those butterflies feeling like your first time meeting them
Thru thick and thin,together. No secret.
Thats all we need,nothing more.
"i dont ask for much,just be yourself"
till thenimmrazhas left (:
what inspires my day.
12:31 PM - Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Ne-yo
The Used
Mayday Parade
Fall out boys
Paramore
Hey monday
Blink 182
Angel and Airwaves
The Academy is
The songs i mostly listen to start my day! :D
till then immraz has left (:
why?
9:48 AM
i went home around 12+ :D :D had my sungkai at lambak. Mahn,i was really full!HEHE. Well after work,went to gadong played an hour at netcom,HEHE. Played abit og Guitar Geek and Dota :p feels like before,i used to sit 6 to 7 hours straight infront of a pc. HAHA. I know,i used to be a gamer but now im just living life ;)
After sungkai,picked up nunu,menda and sarah :D macam biasa,we went to gadong. Cause there was something wrong with nunu's laptop,but eventually it couldnt be fixed at some shop at the mall. Sarah bought a traditional food,the one with corn flakes and nuts? i forgot the name :/ HAHA. so much for being a Bruneian :/ after were done at the mall,we went to Coffeebean. On out way to CB,we bumped into menda and nunu's friends. They're friends ended chilling with us. So i felt like an outsider cause the way they joke somehow isnt my kind of thing but what the heck,thats why we make friends,right? hehe. After awhile,Big d came in his gym cloths ;p HAHA. We had to send nunu home first cause sadly she cant join our late night lessons with sarah. So i asked sarah to drive from stadium to menda's house,again. Hehe. Didnt ate sahur,cause i was tooooo lazy to get up for it -.-' thats all,oh and dont mind these last quotes
Why do i have to miss the feeling?
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till then immraz has left (:
Hey monday
9:19 AM - Tuesday, September 1, 2009
heyyy,okay i think i just got a wake up call! HEHE. Nadawah,just that i wanna share that i had a wonderful-awesome time last week,eventho there was bumps at the end but it was a day/night to remember! :D :D i didnt went to work for 3days straight,lets just say i got my own reasons,hehe. The laptop was with me last week,thats why you saw me online facebook and all,but i gave the laptop back lastnight to mummy,since she just got back last sunday. HEHE.
Last night,i was out withSarah,Menda and Big D. Well at first,i had my sungkai at RBA Golf Club cause one of my uncles daughter celebrated her birthday,so tarus menyungkaikan. The food was GREAT! And most of the people that attended the party was the ones that i used to see EVERYWHERE,haha. Not that im complaining but,macam family wah sudah,haha.
Got to menda's around 8,i think. Then went to gadong to fetch azim and sending him home,which i ended up going to coffeebean again :D hehe. So me,Sarah and Menda chilled till Big D was done from then gym,hehe. Us three talked about our life,school (for menda and sarah that is :D hehe) Sarah had the chocolate-chip cookie,that big one.AND NO SHE DIDNT ATE ALL BY HERSELF THO,she shared it with us. Sweet right? :P :P and she accidently bit something white twice which almost caused her to vommit :/ HEHE,is was funny tho. Her reaction,everytime she bit that. I couldnt find it while i was eating the cookie. HEHE,so phewww. We went home around 11.30pm? Then went to stadium,causeSarahwanted to practise driving and she's actually getting better by her 2nd night,so i let her drove till menda's house? which wasnt really far,hehe.
Got home by 12+am,brush my teeth-washed my feets-washed my face and then just smile by the side of my bed,enjoying how today was :D :D && dst was being an Bit*hy,so i couldnt checked my facebook or go online. PFFT. hehe,well that was yesterday.
"Hoping to endure another adventure today.
Do you have to leave,cause we just started to smile,smile and smile."